Whats happened? Nothing, life as usual which is never usual...

I look back to all that I have done, did I accomplish anything at all?

After all ,life has been depressing, what I could be missing from start till now?
My ...how confused I have become, maniacal laughter rings from inside my heart.

Could it be that I was blind from the beginning what I desired?
Of course not, others have led me to where I tread first...
Not that I had much control but this is hilarious.
From other's point of view, I seem diminished.
Undoing every effort myself tried in vain for completion.
Such a joke I cannot endure, pitying myself is not an option.
Enough of all my nonsense, the darkness will end as I wish.
Don't be fool by my sudden enlightenment, i am just gazing upon the light, inferno, eternal, internal.

School Life, as I see it...it stares back at me...Who?

Identity, fickle as any.
Does it separate or group you with many?
Everything, is it personality, is it memories?
Not just complex but uncanny.
To all who might read this~a question so naive,
Is it not true you are who you are?
Truth be told, just whom you really are!?
Your Truly, you ask this only...